I am wanting to own this house and be on top of all the homekeeping duties it requires of me. I want to be faster at tidying then the kids are at taking out. And then, I want to be such a beacon that the children and husband follow in my quest of cleanliness and when they see something that needs done, they just do it… happily.
I want this because I just feel asleep at bedtime with the kids, again, which tells me I am burnt out. I want to be getting better at all this so I can enjoy it more and be happy and fulfilled in my days and have lots of energy to run up & down the stairs to the dungeon to launder the clothes of the people I so dearly love. I want to model an attitude of organizational togetherness because I feel my children deserve the peace that an orderly home offers and Mama would love to relish in that calmness too.
My intentions are clearly set on returning to domestic
I am wanting to continue feeling good. I’ve hit an excellent marker on the vibrational scale and oh, how I want to hold on to it. Today I’ve laughed with my kids, loved my husband, tolerated the dog, tap danced like a maniac and have had the patience of a god.
It’s amazing and I want it to stay because it feels so good to be easy about everything, to have kindness in my heart and gentleness within my words. Everyone enjoys me like this, especially me.
I am wanting… a self-cleaning house or better yet, the ability to clean with lightening speed so I have time left in the day for other things like sewing or playing games with the wee ones.
I want these things because a tidy house is delightful to be in, having time to sew will justify my having a sewing room as well as fulfill my need to create and having fun with my kids is a way to truly capture childhood – with them and in my own heart.
My intent is to enjoy creating pretty woolens, making each stitch with my hands in the now moment. I envision my goddesses inspiring others to connect with their gratitude and awareness of the divinity within.
Anyone up for a little show ‘n tell? If so ~ please do share your favorites!
It was rainy today. All day. And a girl gets bored… so I decided to be a goof ball and try my hand at self video-o-o-graphy.
Why not. I need something, anything, that helps me get back online in a fun way. This could be fun. I like to try new things that I can make improvements. First on my list of video skills to master is trying not focus the camera at my boobs the entire time I’m talking. Gawd, I’m so rude to myself. Or maybe, I just think I’m shorter than what I am. I am that I am. And I like that. I am practicing positive, better feeling statements. Can you tell? I like how observant you are. I know you would be a great friend… Let’s be creators together!
“Make more decisions in every day. Because a decision is a summoning of life. That’s why a little chaos is good for you, because often you don’t make a decision until you get yourself in a jam. And then, in the middle of the jam, you make a decision, but that decision summons Life Force. Have you ever been a place where you couldn’t quite make up your mind and you just felt sort of limp? “Oh, I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.” And then you decided, and you felt alive again. We want you to know that you’ll never get it done. So don’t approach this from, “I gotta get on this” because you’re not ever going to get it done, anyway. And the other thing we want you to know is, you cannot get it wrong. So, make a decision. Let it flow.”
Excerpted from the workshop in Larkspur, CA on Sunday, August 16th, 1998