It was rainy today. All day. And a girl gets bored… so I decided to be a goof ball and try my hand at self video-o-o-graphy.
Why not. I need something, anything, that helps me get back online in a fun way. This could be fun. I like to try new things that I can make improvements. First on my list of video skills to master is trying not focus the camera at my boobs the entire time I’m talking. Gawd, I’m so rude to myself. Or maybe, I just think I’m shorter than what I am. I am that I am. And I like that. I am practicing positive, better feeling statements. Can you tell? I like how observant you are. I know you would be a great friend… Let’s be creators together!
“Make more decisions in every day. Because a decision is a summoning of life. That’s why a little chaos is good for you, because often you don’t make a decision until you get yourself in a jam. And then, in the middle of the jam, you make a decision, but that decision summons Life Force. Have you ever been a place where you couldn’t quite make up your mind and you just felt sort of limp? “Oh, I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.” And then you decided, and you felt alive again. We want you to know that you’ll never get it done. So don’t approach this from, “I gotta get on this” because you’re not ever going to get it done, anyway. And the other thing we want you to know is, you cannot get it wrong. So, make a decision. Let it flow.”
Excerpted from the workshop in Larkspur, CA on Sunday, August 16th, 1998